Unfortunately tired doesn’t cut it. There are many problems people who have read the Bible, the apocrypha and historical documents as well. These should be addressed. The Bible says faith in God is faith. Not faith the Bible is inerrant. In fact, god gave us brains, the warning about the wolves anongst the flock and their tool is the edited, changed, Re-written Roman version of the Bible substituting the man of Jesus with a Pagan named Mithra. Do some historical research. Especially on the historical times of Paul, the Roman adoption of the national religions by the emperor Constantine. The answers are there, but not only in the often translated Bible.