Karlien, me too. I have been searching for the true story of Jesus since becoming a non-denomination Christian at age 16. I am 58 and after truly searching much more earnestly for the last decade. One day it all clicked and not a pitch, but Book 4 of the Urantia Book, “The Life of Jesus” my eyes were opened and my heart knew my prayers had been answered. That was simply the end of the search. Now I expect many many more years or trying to understand all of the concepts of the greater book as well as the Jesus narrative. It’s truly a compendium that explains all of the unexplained and contradictory precepts of the Judeo/Christian religions and the Bible. Thank you for the comment and May the lord be gracious to you and many blessings!